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Post by Osa on Apr 2, 2005 8:02:26 GMT -5
Our twins are now moving. This Meg is the secret I have kept that I carry Mendolas' babies.. He does not know this.. I have kept this from even him.
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Post by Osa on Apr 5, 2005 6:08:29 GMT -5
I found the Diamond Monistary. The priest there were very kind to me. I find myself search more for places to pray .. I am not sure who to pray to .. these gods are strange to me.. But I will pray to Our Lady of whispers.
Pray for you to come to me Mendolas.
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Post by Osa on Apr 6, 2005 6:15:48 GMT -5
Today my basement had an evil pentigram on it. and skeletons, vampires and ice ghouls come out .. Ambrose, Dealthor lead a group to exorcise the house of the evil coming from an under the house cave. Gen'ri and Tauren join with Shara.. It seemes this cave is full of undead and they have taken a holy symble and try to use it to walk in the sunlight. My house was cause of the lads already have a high call on there lives one to serve what ever path Our Lady of Whispers has for them *sings to the lads to quite them of a song of the sea* *sings in Elven of their gray clad Elven father*
The lads now sleeping with in me, growing evey day there is no greater joy.
Good night Onatume.. as she looks out upon the sea waves.
Our pack will be united as one ..We will be One
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Post by Osa on Apr 8, 2005 2:33:31 GMT -5
I am happy to see the hole in the basement is gone. Now I can rest a bit more easier. It has been a while since my cousin returned home. I hope he made the journey safely. *sighs* my life here is happy, perhaps the happiest I have ever been. i have a good home *smiling as the unborn twin boys move inside her* * placing her hand on her tummy* I am wonderfully blessed to have such love.
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Post by Osa on Apr 13, 2005 4:35:51 GMT -5
My world has just been turned upside down..
Is it I that has changed so much? Or is it Him?
Veneficus.. Here... Now.. Who next.. Will come to turn my world upside down?
What if I hear.. his voice? What if he Onatume calls me "Little one". What if he comes to Talus from Raathina? I demand proof of his death.. I challenge you Veneficus to prove to me Mendolas is dead.
*touches her tummy* *smiles* Long I have desired to carry a baby to hold it in my arms.. Now I carry two.
My house, my home. *chants to the lads as they move within her*
Sleepily climbs into bed.
Pray to our Lady of the Whispers to not let Mendolas be dead.
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Post by Osa on Apr 13, 2005 21:25:58 GMT -5
I have been sick for days now.. Not well .. Not since Veneficus came. The pregnancy has not been right, since then.. I wake up in a cold hard sweat.. I had Meg come to me covered in blood.. I was almost fearful of what she would say. She and Ania had it out.. She killed Ania.. The sight of all this blood shed is too much for me.. My sickness My water breaks .. I am worried I am only six months pregnate.. The pain is unbearable.. I make it home and I feel faint.. When I wake up .. Nica is beside me with Deal, Gen and Sara.. THE PAIN.. I am losing far too much blood.. Nica heals me.. Then Deal.. I pass out many time.. Then the lads are born.. I pray week near death.. I pray.. I hear the one thing I need to hear.. Their cries. Nica careful cleans Urie off and wraps him in a blanket and hands him to me.
I gently kiss Urie's raven hair. He is the spitting image of his father. Soon the second lad is cleaned off and wrapped inside a blanket . Gently Kissing Kael raven hair. Seeing he also is the spitting of his Elven father... Lifting him. I am week but I must feed the lads. Gently laying Urie to suckle once he is full i gently burp him. Laying him down. Picking up Kael nursing him..I never dreamed this would happen.. Smiling softly at the lads.
Burping Kael.. and now softly sing them to sleep..
I ask Meg and Zachary to bring one crib in for now the Lads are just right to fit inside one crib. Kissing her sons goodnight Osa.. slowly goes to write, But she has no strenght..
Crawling into bed.. Osa pens a letter to Mends to tell him of the boys
My darling you wondered where I had gone thinking me dead.. I left after my last visit due to all the memories, pain that in Raathina. I also left hoping that what we shared at my visit was true.. I know now it was.. I hold in my arms our sons. Yes Mends that is why I left. Why I had to go.. to Hide knowing the last we talked you were not ready for childern.
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Post by Osa on Apr 17, 2005 3:56:21 GMT -5
*Osa goes through to book shelf and takes out a very very dust old diary blows off the dust * *coughs* *walks with a box of kleenex and sits at the kitchen table to read*
*Speaking outloud to herself* Maybe in my old diary from Raathina is a clue.. Aelos got me thinking how did I survive the hemlock? How can I be alive, living here. Pressed in the pages is a forgetmenot..
Looks at the dried flower. smells it .. It has long ago lost it's smell.. sighs as a lock of a wolf hair is there, along with a tip of a Wymering dragon's claw. Her old locket she takes out and lays it inside the book in a compartment to keep each item in the binding of the diary. Reading pages she fully expected to make her cry.. she realizes her heart is no longer in Raathina comes to an entry .. She reads over and Over again searching for a clue.
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The grey clad elf rises from his slumber, pausing as he surveys the bed. He tilts his head in confusion, as if trying to recapture a vision, or a fleeting memory. He rises, dresses and enters the wood outside the Inn to hunt.
Returning to the Inn, he pauses again trying to capture a fleeting thought. As if in a trance, he circles the building slowly, stopping at the remains of a funeral pyre behind the building. He stares. In shock, he falls to his knees and weeps. Again.
Onatume,
I do this for you. Long have the shadows pursued me, and finally they are overtaking me. I will not give them the satisfaction of victory. I know you will hurt deeply because of what I do, and my heart aches for that. Pray for me to your Lady of Whispers, knowing that I will watch you from the winds as I walk there with the others. You will never be alone, my darling. Know that I love you and wait for you when the gods bring you to the other side.
Your wife, Osa
For a month have I wandered in this dream state, never fully waking. When I found the remains of the funeral pyre, it all came back to me in a flood – the cryptic note from Osa, the cup of hemlock at her side, her body limp on the bed, all of it. Days have I wondered where she had gone, and now I remember. Memories resurface – how I carried her body from our bed, how I built and lit the funeral pyre myself, how I mourned for weeks, not eating, barely drinking, a mere shadow myself.
Now, as I go through the few papers she left behind, I realize my mind withdrew from the grief to protect itself. I realize, too, that I have some details to wrap up yet. Too long have I been a shell of a person. As I look at the title to the Inn, and my name written upon it, I understand there is something yet for me to work for, to protect, to serve.
With the new memories, come old. The Lady Who Whispers calls my by a name I had heard before, almost a century ago: Taliesin. I hearken back to the time before my mentor had found me, before when…I will not write of it. That pain is still there, lurking.
I will go forth with purpose. And I shall keep a candle lit for her, who walks on the winds, watching and waiting
I will only be called Taliesin, until I see if this is true she survived the hemlock. I am Mendolas Tir'ent. *looks out at the waves* I love you Little one!
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Post by Osa on Apr 20, 2005 5:15:58 GMT -5
Sitting in the nurcery Watching the lads sleep. Osa is quiet these days. Happy and content in herself and her life.
As Urie stirs. His brown eye lock on to his mothers. A warm smile crosses Osa's face. Even though he has not cried she picks him up. He smiles for the first time.
his tiny finger curl around her finger. She knows he is hungry.. for he has already tried to suck on her finger. Sitting in the chair she nurces Urie. burps him takes him down stairs to the playpen. Seeing she has not been keeping up with the house work she walks back upstairs to pick up Kael.. and changes him.. His blue eye lock with his mothers blue eyes. Sitting to nurce him smiling at him. Watching her son feed is a fulfilly experiance. Kael then smiles for the first time. kisses him then burps him and walks downstairs to place him with his brother even though they look indentical it is plain to see that these two will not be torn apart. Watching them play with each other. Osa starts her house work. Talking to herself.. Life is good for me.
Finish her house work and sits to watch the lads play with each other.
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Post by Osa on Apr 23, 2005 13:00:39 GMT -5
Coming in from fighting undead on her own.. Osa steps on a letter. She notices the wolf paw print.. Knows who it is from. Picks up the letter. Sees on the outside addressed in Elven. She knows this writing anywhere. Confused she sits and takes her lads from Nica who was watching them.
*smiles at her three month old lads* *picks up the letter again* *Nica knows the writting also*
I do not understand Nica I thought he was dead. *tears fall running down Osa's face.*
Looks are the wolf paw print again. In Elven on front is written Little one *Osas eye grow Large*
Nica It is from Mendolas Tir'ent dated not but a few days ago. * Osa can not bring herself to open it up to read it to find out what it says.*
*her only reaction is to go pray fast*
*kneeling in pray* *eyes envelope* Nica I do not even know who to pray to at this point I am so confussed. *gently her hand goes over words underneath the Little one... I love you in Elven tongue ..*
Our lady that whispers.. Oh my dear lady. I am so confussed. Torn ... Minal.. oh my dear sweet minal.. These are the gods I know of the most ones I prayed to in Raathina. Now you have gracously brought Mends here now. *tears stream down face*
Nica * A shocked expression is over Osa's face*
*eyes letter and prays on* Our Lady of Whispers. guide me my heart my pathway.
Touching again the writing on outside. Nica I can not open this. I must put it up.. must must not read it yet
Wonder over comes her. She opens the letter and reads....
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Post by Osa on Apr 24, 2005 1:12:26 GMT -5
Pirates have taken silver from the fair city of Lom. I am helping the best I can.. the letter weighs on my mind..
I know .. Other conferm they meet him saw him he is alive ..
After we win and take the pirate captain to justice.
I see him.. I can not believe my own eyes.. * touches him to see he is real*
Mends? Onatume? Little one escapes his lips .. My heart melt .. those word has alway made my heart melt.
Telling Mendolas about the boys.. he is thrilled to know I had his sons. My dear .. I did not think you ever wanted childern why I did not tell you..
He tells me oh how one can always change their minds.
I ceela ae ( I love you) in elven come from him.. Ceanance el. ( little one)
sa ceela ela oenaelam aeym ( my love is forever yours) Maanyml anes (return to me)
*tears fall* I ceela ae Olilanys ( I love you Onatume)
We walk to talk at my house.
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Post by Osa on Apr 25, 2005 22:17:31 GMT -5
Today we see each other once again.. Sparks fly instantly. We play and I can see Snowpaws saying (telepathically) like kids. I trip him with my bow and he trips me with his. It is as if time stood still for us.. as if it did not stop.. as if . he came with me from Raathina. I know now .. He sold Whispering Wind Inn it was far to lonely w/o me he said. In his arms, man, there is simply no words for it. He smile I can not help but smile back.
To hear him speak in Elven. I have miss my language.
He and I are to renew our vows seeing they were always there. Sapphire does the honors it is just a few people there right outside the information booth .. we exchange our own vows. Words that has been bottled up .. through a hard time. Having dealt with the hurt of the affair has only made our love so much stronger.. I will never do that again though. To leave his side. He needed to know when our babes where created.. I remind him of a visit I made to Raathina to sign over the title to the Whisper Wind Inns. A gift from Nica.
We are happy .. There has always been a place in my heart no one or nothing could fill but Mends..
Onatume.. My Alpha wolf Our pack is united and we grew.. Our two cubs will be fine additons to the pack. For the pack does not kill unneccesarly or wantingly it take only that it needs. To be returned to the pack.
Now I am fullfilled. Happy. And I place a new ring on his finger and he one on mine. This is truely unshakable. Sapphire blesses the union. We go swimming Mends knows my love of the Sea. We have a small reception hosted by Moss. My friend all see how happy I am.. They know this one is the one I have spoke of for a long time.
We bury today the past that weighted us down from truely going on. The hurt is the past tombstone. We walk away hand in hand.. Back in love.
Starting anew. Once more. I take him to the beetles to gain strength .. Gen and Nica have gracously given me gold in hopes to buy a house.. I can not let the boys sleep in the cold. I am tired. We use a bedroll and all four of us cuddle and fall fast asleep. late when the boys are asleep, Mends and I lock eye looking at our boys. Smiling. We careful make a bedroll for the boys. Cuddling.. How we loved the night away..
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Post by Osa on Apr 26, 2005 21:02:10 GMT -5
An Elven couple relax quietly alone.. Their babies are being watch by Nica and Aelos. The pieces of the puzzle now all together the hole in my heart is now filled. The love never died it lived and Lives again anew and yet it is stronger.. His touch is so gentle and yet so very missed. Quietly we sit and just stare at each other. Kisses exchange.. I have yet to stop smiling.. We play as if we were kids. We have been apart for awhile minus the visit that we took steps to be back together shared our hurts and pains and each other .. When I left I did not know till later on I was pregnant and now we have our boys. Later on if the gods of the Forest are kind and the stars hold it for us and Our Lady Of Whispers. We will have other childern but for now it is important to grow anew again.
Laying my head on his chest to go to sleep I drift off hearing his heart beat..
Osa Tir'ent
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Post by Osa on Apr 29, 2005 6:48:37 GMT -5
We have traveled by sea a long distance. I know this land knew it the minute I saw the port. Raathina.
I am cautious here.. I have healed .. There is no bad memories only good ones.
We walk to sign the papers handing over the Whispering Wind estate. We spend our first night here in our old bedroom. Then the waterfall here our first honeymoon site. Paws and Anie are off playing with goblins in the goblin field. The stars shine brightly in Mends' eye. As we caress and roll out the bed rolls we each pray to Our Lady of Whispers. I pray and give thanks for our love returning and becoming even stronger..
We then travel after many days in Raathina to Talus to return home we go to the cove to stay there for yet another honeymoon. Nica has graciously been watching the boys. We will return to the house. I have learned of the updates Meg and Zach are planning on doing.. It will be good to have this house full of kids and family for I see all as my family that stay in this house even the goblin Mysterling even though she rarely stays here.
*smiling at Mendolas* My Onatume ..
My Little One. We love the night away in each others arms.
Osa Tir'ent
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Post by Osa on May 3, 2005 6:52:56 GMT -5
In Mends arms this is where I want to be. I am lucky to have him return to me. Now we are as it should be together, able to smile once more. I wait till he is able to hunt along my side. Then we will hunt together. I enjoy Sitting and talking on the couches each of us holds a baby. Our sons. After feeding them We could sit and talk all day long. This is wonderful and a deep relationship
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Post by Osa on May 16, 2005 16:07:38 GMT -5
My love for Mends grows stronger daily.. I am glad the gods of the forest brought us back together. For I love him more than I have anyone else. Deeper, stronger simply put none could take his place. My life is complete. Full .. I would never leave him nor do others turn my head.. All I see is him...
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